Friday, May 30, 2003
mi ear.
had chi mock todae.. wells.. dun tok abt it.. act. planned to go macs wif huiping, bel n huang ones.. but i wanted to zip off mi hair so wells.. went to cut n curls wif huang.. jie came along cos she wanted to go to popular.. read inspiration in the salon.. waited 4 quite sum time b4 mi turn.. of cos huang n jie weren't tt patient n dey went cha guan without mi.. sobs.. was hungry i guess? e woman cut mi hair together wif mi ear? hais.. it bleed lyk siao n she was lyk so scared tt when she cut the hair around mi other ear she cut her own finger? -pengs- wat to sae.. mi poor ear cans.. hurts lehs.. she even poked mi face wif her scissors when she cut her fingers? evil n frens were lyk attacking mi ears in the drama studio during the talk n nw mi part o mi ear is gone? oh mans.. meet-the-parents session todae too.. surprising tt choo din complain to mi dad? budden she told mi dad tt she suggested the change o mi seat cos layhoon keep disturbing mi? dun understand y cun she jus change layhoon's seat instead o mine? nw i haf two 'slping beauties' beside mi.. -shakes head- tchers r jus so weird..
intransigent.5:53 AM
Monday, May 26, 2003
show me the meaning of being lonely
So many words for the broken heart
It's hard to see in a crimson love
So hard to breathe
Walk with me, and maybe
Nights of light so soon become
Wild and free I could feel the sun
Your every wish will be done
They tell me
Chorus:
Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
There's something missing in my heart
Life goes on as it never ends
Eyes of stone observe the trends
They never say forever gaze
Guilty roads to an endless love
There's no control
Are you with me now
Your every wish will be done
They tell me
Chorus
There's nowhere to run
I have no place to go
Surrender my heart' body and soul
How can it be you're asking me to feel the things you never show
You are missing in my heart
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
Chorus
intransigent.2:04 AM
i want it that way
You are my fire
The one desire
Believe when I say
I want it that way
But we are two worlds apart
Can't reach to your heart
When you say
That I want it that way
CHORUS:
Tell me why
Ain't nothin' but a heartache
Tell me why
Ain't nothin' but a mistake
Tell me why
I never wanna hear you say
I want it that way
Am I your fire
Your one desire
Yes I know it's too late
But I want it that way
CHORUS
Now I can see that we've fallen apart
From the way that it used to be, yeah
No matter the distance
I want you to know that
Deep down inside of me
You are my fire
The one desire
You are, you are, you are, you are
Don't wanna hear you say...
Don't wanna hear you say,
Ain't nothin' but a heartache,
Ain't nothin' but a mistake,
(Don't wanna hear you say),
I never wanna hear you say,
I want it that way
Tell me why,
Ain't nothin' but a heartache,
Tell me why,
Ain't nothin' but a mistake,
Tell me why,
I never wanna hear you say,
(Don't wanna hear you say),
I want it that way
Tell me why...
Ain't nothin' but a heartache,
Ain't nothin' but a mistake,
Tell me why,
I never wanna hear you say,
(Never wanna hear you say it),
I want it that way
I want it that way
intransigent.2:03 AM
as long as you love me
Althrough loneliness has always been a friend of mine,
I'm leaving my life in your hands
People say I'm crazy and that I am blind
Risking it all in a glance
And how you got me blind is still a mystery
I can't get you out of my head
Don't care what is written in your history
As long as you're here with me
Chorus
I don't care who you are
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you long me
Who you are
Where you're from
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me
Every little thing that you've said and done
Feels like it's deep within me
Doesn't really matter if you're on the run
It seems like we're meant to be
Chorus
Bridge
I've tried to hide it so that no one knows
But I guess it shows
When you look into my eyes
What you did and where you're coming from
I don't care
As long as you love me baby
Chorus to fade
intransigent.2:01 AM
shape of my heart
Baby, please try to forgive me,
Stay here, don't put out the glow.
Hold me now,
Don't bother,
If every second it makes me weaker,
You can save me from the man that I become,
oh yeah,
Chorus:
Looking back on the things I've done,
I was trying to be someone,
Who played my part,
Kept you in the dark,
Now let me show you the shape of my heart.
Sadness is beautiful,
Loneliness is tragical
So heal me,
I can't win this war,
Touch me now,
Don't bother,
If every second it makes me weaker,
You can save me from the man I've become
CHORUS
I'm here with my confession,
Got nothing to hide no more,
I don't know where to start,
But to show you the shape of my heart.
I'm looking back on things I've done,
I never want to play the same ol' part,
Or keep you in the dark,
Now let me show you the shape of my heart.
CHORUS (x2)
Show you the shape of my heart....
intransigent.1:59 AM
Friday, May 23, 2003
right here waiting.
Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain
If I see you next to never
How can we say forever
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
I took for granted, all the times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now
Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' crazy
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
Waiting for you
intransigent.8:41 PM
flying without wings.
Everybody's looking for a something
One thing that makes it all complete
You'll find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be
Some find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lover's eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you've found that special thing
You're flying without wings
Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You'll find it in the words of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cry
You'll find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings
So, impossible as it may seem
You've got to fight for every dream
Cos who's to know which one you let go
Would have made you complete
Well, for me it's waking up beside you
To watch the sunrise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
In any given time or place
It's little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
And it's like flying without wings
Cos you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings
And you're the place my life begins
And you'll be where it ends
I'm flying without wings
And that's the joy you bring
I'm flying without wings
intransigent.8:35 PM
if we hold on together.
Don't lose your way with each passing day
You've come so far, don't throw it away
Live believing, dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story, Faith hope and glory
Hold to the truth in your heart
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by, for you and I
Souls in the wind must learn how to bend
Seek out a star, hold on till the end
Valley, mountain, there is a fountain
Washes our tears all away
Worlds are swaying, someone is praying
Please let them come home to stay
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by, for you and I
When we are out there in the dark
We'll dream about the sun
In the dark, we'll feel the light
Warm our hearts … Everyone
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly
The clouds roll by, for you and I
intransigent.8:27 PM
din haf the chance to blog 4 the past two daes.. wells.. i m sixteen.. hmph.. so old liaos.. colina and huang baked mi a chocolate cake on wed! hehe~ though i realli dun lyk the tast o chocolate budden guess it's the tots tt counts? it erupted.. as in the cake.. the chocolate came out o the cake.. oh wells.. think tts quite cute.. oh yea.. it is the first time sumone baked mi a bdae cake? mi mum neva did tt.. lyk the 5566 thingy made by huang.. hehe~ so mani mengze's photos.. jus tt i got all liaos.. budden still luv it as much!! alyssa, ruijun, monkey, xuemei and jiam bought mi lyk so mani winnie the pooh stuff? hehe~ so cute cans.. but most impotantly got eeyore!!! niwae went out wif huang, bel, colina and jiam after skool.. went to watch 'bring dwn the hse'.. waited sumone 4 lyk so long.. missed 15 mins o the movie.. hehe~ find it quite funnie? niwae went to the beach after tt.. went to tt rock again.. hehe~ all those memories.. so sweet!! it was high tide.. so sad.. cldn't play sand.. stayed there till 8 plus.. got stars lehs!! how wish we din haf to go hm? budden the weather is realli horrible cans? there is hardly ani breeze? -pengs- it's a beach lehs.. oh wells.. jiam first time lehs.. after i ren shi u 4 lyk 6 yrs? hehe~ niwae luv the trip to the beach +smile+
intransigent.12:22 AM
Monday, May 19, 2003
oh wells.. seriously swinging now..
intransigent.3:26 AM
intransigent.3:23 AM
I'm exceptionally artistic!
Find your soul type at kelly.moranweb.com.
intransigent.3:20 AM
You are blue. You are somewhat innocent, in the fact that your genius only extends to the physical world. You have a false sense of contentness. You are usually the quiet one, the genius. Everyone can count on you to help when they have problems, but you only fall short of being able to solve your own.
What inner color are you?
intransigent.3:16 AM
Friday, May 16, 2003
jus came baq frm skool.. dis is lyk the first time dis week i m hm late.. hehe~ haf been so guai.. lala~ miss mi wan quan yu le todae.. -cries- all becos o ___ sae wat mus stay baq to complete wat stupid script.. wells.. in the end also not done wat.. crap so much.. had gastric jus now.. was lyk trying so hard not to think abt it.. hais.. wells.. i succeed after suffering 4 lyk 1 hr? shldn't haf taken orange juice.. ain't i bored? m crapping all the way.. blogging 4 the sake o blogging.. oh wells.. going to the opitican tml to make mi specs!!! so excited!! lyk finalli:x budden haf to go skool after tt? means i m to go there real early? -yawns- niwae was given the thermometer todae.. hehe~ realli looks lyk a bunch o pri kids being forced to take temp.. 7.45am mi temp. was 37.3, 10.45am mi temp. was 37.4 den 3.15pm mi temp. was 37.5?!?!?!? oh mi god? should haf taken a few more times in the morning.. if it increases everytime i take den i can go hm liaos.. hehe~ so crap:x
intransigent.4:06 AM
happie bdae
yixin:))
intransigent.3:45 AM
Sunday, May 11, 2003
hehe~ dis is amusing.. first time i take a test tt saes i m sweet? lovely? eeeekk.. cun stand it.. niwae went xiao pin finals yesterdae.. such a pity anglican din get it.. theirs was realli corny.. e judges taste is lyk so super weird cans? as in e hui jia also can get? it is lyk so super boring lors.. den was the jc one.. wells.. it sux too.. din understand the whole thingy at all? dey lyk voice over the whole thingy? oh wells.. niwae had a great time afterall i guess? went 4 dinner wif ruijun, alyssa, xinyu n carebearin town.. met jie n bel there.. saw them first.. or rather jie's hair caught mi eyes?! hehe~ niwae carebear is realli dmn funnie cans? nearly had stomachache after all the laughing? phews.
intransigent.2:27 AM
you are susie derkins.
which calvin and hobbes character are you?
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intransigent.1:56 AM
Wednesday, May 07, 2003
went to hougang mall (caution: sars affected area) todae wif bel after watching wan quan yu le at her hse.. so lame.. ren fu n shan wei were lyk inflating n brusting balloons? cun stand them.. so child:x hehe~ ate the buddy meal wif her b4 getting the stuff.. it is lyk so much? nearly puke after tt.. oh yea! saw bel's baby photos at her hse.. hehe~ she look cute!! as in when she was a baby.. tot abt alot o childhood stuff.. hehe~ we spent lyk one hr eating at kfc i guess? was crappig lyk siao there.. saw bel's pri. skool pals there too.. shop around the place after tt.. realised tt it is realli rather pathetic? as in so limited no. o shops.. erm.. not a good choice.. went to place an order 4 the 5566 vcd at cd rama.. hehe~ hope to see it soon.. limited lehs.. prays hard mans.. niwae had a great time there todae +smile+
happie bdae
qianx:)
intransigent.4:38 AM
Saturday, May 03, 2003
i m lyk left wif 10 mins to blog.. hmph.. mi kor again.. niwae i realised i took lotsa quiz lately.. oh wells.. ivy took all o dem too.. hehe~ so itchy.. realised tt mosquitoes realli luv mi alot.. hais.. always cum n
intransigent.7:46 AM
Friday, May 02, 2003
you have for urself a pure thug...damn they are the
best!
What kind of Boy friend do you need?
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intransigent.9:29 PM
Your Heart is Yellow
What Color is Your Heart?
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intransigent.9:27 PM
Blue Eyes
What Color Eyes Should You Have?
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intransigent.5:35 AM
You are burning
What Self-Mutilation Are You?
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intransigent.5:30 AM
You're the smirk,a frown-smile hybrid that's a
little bit cocky and usually associated with
evil or arrogant,but attractive people.You
probably just don't give a damn,but it's
everyone else's fault if you don't because
you're too awesome to have any real faults.
What Kind of Smile are You?
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intransigent.5:24 AM
What Is Your Animal Personality?
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intransigent.5:14 AM
Thursday, May 01, 2003
i m in a super lyper mood now!!! hehe~ went seol garden together wif bel, huiping n eng yesterdae.. eat so much mans.. realli enjoyed miself.. din even eat mi dinner after tt.. was realli veri full!! realli think the waiters were veri mean.. budden i can understand dem.. if i see tt i will haf the same reaction too.. hehe~ wells.. mi kor grumbling now.. so mean.. i wanna use net also cannot.. -cries- y is he lyk double o mi size? if not can fight till the end!! +smile+
intransigent.12:31 AM